fireinclined:

              _{shit, she hadn’t meant to-}

        _{she was terrible at this. she was terrible at talking this shit out and just- interpersonal relationships in general. halcyon didn’t really have friends; for ten years, her relationships had been strictly professional. she…didn’t know how to interact outside of the security of her position. she didn’t know how to just be herself.} 

_{“i just…it’s been ten years, vivi,” she said, voice softening. “ten years and- nothing. nothing has ever jogged my memory…not even now.”}

                                       _{not even you.} 

_{“don’t…don’t get your hopes up. i’m not…capable of being the person you want me to be- not without my memories. and…i’d long since given up on them coming back.”}

♛ ❝            i KNOW. but can you blame me for being emotional && even just a bit hopeful that someone i loved is back from being DEAD —— ^??         ❞ she questioned, just a little bit upset && frustrated. she knew it was unfair on the other but she couldn’t help it. she had a piece of happiness && then it was torn away ——— && now it DANGLED in front of her. taunting her to oblivion.

gods. why did this have to be so complicated.

❝           i know. hence me saying it was unfair. i’m sorry.          ❞